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stevenhawking @ 2007-11-09T21:40:00

2007-11-10T03:45:12Z

THE PROBLEM; HAVING DISCUSSIONS AND TALKING ABOUT PROBLEMS WHEN WE ALL KNOW THAT THE REAL ISSUE IS NOT HAVING ENOUGH PROBLEMS. IF I COULD PLEASE HAVE SOME MORE PROBLEMS, PLEASE. YOU ARE LEAVING ME OUT IN THE COLD, AND THAT ISN'T REALLY FAIR.

months of van sitting

2007-10-08T09:06:48Z

stevenhawking @ 2007-05-30T23:16:00

2007-05-31T04:18:16Z

???

2007-04-10T00:26:59Z

stevenhawking @ 2006-12-29T02:28:00

2006-12-28T07:28:47Z

400:001 INTRO TO PSYCHOLOGY C
600:027 THREE-DIMENSIONAL CONCEPTS F
620:005 COLLEGE READING & WRITING F
800:023 MATH DECISION MAKING C

EARNED HRS 6.0 GPA 1.00

stevenhawking @ 2006-09-02T16:08:00

2006-09-01T21:08:23Z

i aint a sayin you treated me unkind
you coulda done better but i dont mind
you just kinda wasted my precious time
dont think twice its all right

stevenhawking @ 2006-03-20T19:43:00

2006-03-20T19:43:35Z

You fit in with:
Taoism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

40% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.

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stevenhawking @ 2006-02-06T05:02:00

2006-02-06T05:02:44Z

grief subsides into boredom tinged by faint nausea

stevenhawking @ 2006-02-01T19:21:00

2006-02-02T01:21:08Z

stevenhawking @ 2005-12-20T03:22:00

2005-12-20T03:31:47Z

do you think its possible to think too much? i think that i thought too much and it killed my ability to think.
way back, it seems, i understood the point of hell. how can god love everyone and be okay with setting some of us on fire? jesus’ dying words on the cross were, “forgive them, father, for they do not understand.” why must we atone for and admit to our sins if we are already forgiven?

stevenhawking @ 2005-12-12T03:19:00

2005-12-12T03:20:35Z

yes, some lives were meant to be wasted.

stevenhawking @ 2005-11-21T03:53:00

2005-11-21T03:53:59Z

i think that for the first time in my life ive attained a regular shit schedule.

stevenhawking @ 2005-10-15T13:24:00

2005-10-15T19:25:25Z

thats pretty fucked up about that dead lady.

stevenhawking @ 2005-10-09T22:25:00

2005-10-10T04:25:38Z

i cant remember the last time i changed my toothbrush.
im probably making me teeth dirtier by brushing them with my current toothbrush.

stevenhawking @ 2005-08-04T20:42:00

2005-08-05T02:40:18Z

for the past 9 months, i have unconsciously ceased all deep thinking in my life.

stevenhawking @ 2005-05-20T18:11:00

2005-05-20T23:13:05Z

stevenhawking @ 2005-05-01T21:26:00

2005-05-02T03:32:24Z

cockgobblers!

stevenhawking @ 2005-01-07T15:43:00

2005-01-07T21:42:40Z

stevenhawking @ 2004-11-28T17:41:00

2004-11-28T23:40:41Z

this has been the longest day of my life!

stevenhawking @ 2004-11-25T00:20:00

2004-11-25T06:21:14Z

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stevenhawking @ 2004-10-11T16:50:00

2004-10-11T21:56:43Z

it wasnt anything out of the ordinary.
the alkaline lips, her fingers wrapped around my belt...she had to go, she took a step back in and then she started to smile, i heard a funny sound, and everything seemed to shift.
a crazy wail, a funny shutter of a bad magnetic event, a ghost ran through us,
moving like a shadow of a cloud.
.. I wasnt sure, I thought that something happened but I didnt know what, the moment seemed to fade, And I turned my
eyes back to her.. that's when I saw, I freeze the look of pre-alert and study it still, her smile starts to loosen, her pupils yawn wide and then she's
blown... from the face of the earth

there wasn't any wind, no noise, no nothing just a body jerked skyward, limbs flailing like an unloved marionette, at impossible speed, receding away like a far away dot...I can see her still, scream for help but no one answered
... She
turned end on end like a long lost astronaut

I never really knew the way she lived her life, I thought that something
happened but she never called back, I didnt know her family or friends at
all... I gave up... It?s been a
while and I guess I?m fine about it, It?s not like we were married It
was like a year or two, And nothing?s really different Though it seems like
I've spent My life in planes, Which is kind of strange, But I don?t know.......
yeah, yeah, yeah, No, no, yeah??

stevenhawking @ 2004-09-16T19:13:00

2004-09-17T00:14:19Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN PROSTINE!!!!!11
WATCH OUT
YOULL BE SEEING THIS GUY!!!!!11111111

stevenhawking @ 2004-08-29T23:16:00

2004-08-30T04:16:04Z

i saw the future

stevenhawking @ 2004-08-18T01:15:00

2004-08-18T06:02:23Z

there is a power that resides in between the glory of a moment and a feeling of crushing and demanding confusion that can all of a sudden appear, out of every single breath taken at will or taken by chance or taken at random or taken by force or taken by an automatic response.
so, don't refuse to try to work around it, we have to work through it.
trade your life for a day of existence and a minute of power.
or take your life and love it for all it's worth.
never go up, and never, ever let down.
solid like an iron cube and a good stronghold on what is going to get you and give you what you want.
but why only work on getting what you want, when you can get what WE want.
we all will get what we want.
because all that we want is to try and get what we want.
regain the main core of our blood.
please get it going.
the hearts of blood beat on our side.
we are addicted to life.

stevenhawking @ 2004-08-12T23:45:00

2004-08-13T04:45:38Z

oh wow.